it was a crazy thunderstorm

The thunderstorm last night was insane. I can imagine the dog kicking up a major screaming fest. sigh.

my incredibly messy table. I can't seem to keep things in place!

Toying ard with a new app.

And bag lust of the week:-

Chloe Paraty Bag

Credits: purseblog.com

I realised that I don't own a black colour bag. But with rumours of bad bonus flying around, I think it shall remain in my things-to-buy-when-i-strike-lottery list for the time being.

也不过是如此

当背负着沉重的外壳久了，真的觉得很累。 偶尔也可以卸下似乎强旱的外壳，让脆弱的一面出来透透气。大哭一场后，再度把外壳套上，感觉轻松很多。真的轻松很多。

let the music take control

absolutely lovin' these old pop songs. The lyrics for You're still the one gives me the goosebumps.

and i am IN LOVE with my white iphone. Dl-ing apps like crazy. How in the world did i live with tt crap Samsung phone????

Tmr is Monday but I don't seem to be suffering from Monday blues anymore :D not for now at least. Wisdom tooth sugery next friday!! and according to the x-ray, there is still ANOTHER one snuggling in my gums. WTF. If wisdom tooth (as the name says) = loads of wisdom, how come I only feel pain in my pocket (luckily can deduct from Medisave) and do not feel any wiser! I just hope the swelling goes away super fast so that I can head back to work!!

Oh and another song which i totally love too!

I think being in love with yr best friend is the luckiest and sweetest thing in the whole wide world :)

because this is love

Since there isn't enough words to describe my love for them and since it is alr 12 25am which is way past my bedtime and my eyes are srsly gg to close soon, here is the fastest update ever.  

Dinner @ marutama (2 late queens as usual, no prizes for guessing who) --> Hellipad for beer --> HOME SWEET HOME

End of update. Fill the in betweens with chucks of love and laughter and tadah! the formula to a perfect Friday night.

And yes and happy belated to my lovely tj babe / cedar stalker / uni-stalker, Bing! We love you although you spam our FB like nobody's business and suggest not-so-ideal partners.

<3 <3 <3

nihonnotabemono // hello peanut gang!

你好cute! damn typing in chinese is an addiction.

很期待下个星期二！ (还有我的bonus!)

三件事

1. 我深信我的老妈在恶整我二姐。我只能说老妈你真的是神。(放心我家没闹鬼)
2. 钱真的能解决很多事情。所以努力赚钱!（或者嫁给有钱人也不错。）
3.我升职了！


我觉得在工作方面我真的很幸运。大家对我的评语蛮好的。其实说实话，当我看到我的分数的时候真的有吓到。这种感觉很奇妙因为我一向来都只是普普通通，就拿课业方面来做个比例。成绩永远也只是一般，可能偶尔走运会有比平常更好的表现（可是那真的只是偶尔中的偶尔）。运动方面也不是特别突出（是身高的问题吗？）人缘也不是特别的好（常有人都会跟我说我给人的感觉很冷漠，有种瞧不起人的样子. 在加上我比较被动，总是在等着别人踏出第一步来和我做朋友.  其实写了那么多，到头来就是一个懒字！我承认我是个很懒得去交朋友的人。-_-|||）

可能意识到这些让我在工作上做了一些改变 。就拿摆臭脸来做比例。可是我想要为自己（和其他跟我有同样遭遇的人，我想要跟你说：我懂！**而且还要紧握对方的手加上坚定的眼神**）辩解。我(们)真的没有在臭脸，只是自然放松的脸就长这样子有什么办法！也不可能整天嘻皮笑脸，又不是吃饱没是干！我也不是说要装或者要很假，但是就尽量没有表情的时候，肌肉不要过于放松，眼神不要看起来很不爽的样子（虽然真的只是在放空！！！天生天生！！！） 

说到这一点，＂小妹妹＂这个称呼真的很缠身。我真的不知道是褒或贬，但会告诉自己至少这不是个难听的称呼（总好过被叫老女人之类的吧。或是外型上一些较伤人的话。可是头很大算吗？因为也满多人这样说。或常被笑很矮。我觉得这道还好）。现在就连gym的人都这样叫我 -_-|||


总之真的很开心可以在工作方面得到肯定（我好像在发表得奖感言似的，谢谢大家对我的肯定！*开始假装掉泪*）。但期望也就越高。一想到这一点就觉得很可怕。因为我一直都觉得我没有大家想象中的那么好，所以每犯一点错就觉得压力很大，总觉得对方会很失望，对我的印象就会变差。所谓you are only as good as your last piece of work。只要犯错，无论你之前做的再好也没有人会记得。污点就是污点，无论你如何地擦，它还是会在那里，一直提醒着你你的错。所以要继续努力！

但也真的很庆幸我周围的同事都很乐于帮助我。真的有时觉得自己问的问题超笨，但是他们都还是很nice的回答我 (可能心里难免也会想：哇塞，这个问题有够笨！）。太感动了！*又假装擦泪* (我真很爱演！) 有时难免会有疯颠的举止也会尽量敷衍我一下,只能说他们真的都很nice!


现在其实有蛮大的抉择要做，要一直鞭策自己不可以再procrastinate（中文叫什么！韩老师应该现在在哭吧。中文真的是退步到爆。）只希望一切可以顺利！

history

I am currently watching The Tudors and also reading books by Phillipa Gregory.

Finished The White Queen and is currently reading The Boleyn Inheritance.

The Tudors starts with King Henry and Anne Boleyn's story, and I am reading The Boleyn

Inheritance which starts off AFTER Anne's death (couldn't find The Other Boleyn Girl in the library). Omg i hope the TV series will continue till after Anne's death because I am curious to see who the TV producers will find to act as the older King Henry who had become fat and crippled.

What will this hottie become?

And i was a little disappointed with the female lead that was chosen to act as Anne. (I read the book first then watched the TV series) When I was reading, I had a certain idea/expectation of what Anne would look like because the book raved about how everyone loved her, fell under her charms blah blah blah so I was kind of expecting a super pretty girl with a little bit of an exotic look thrown in. My first impression was this Anne girl looks weird! But after 5-6 eps, her looks kind of grow on me. I would call her unique looking.

So far the series is interesting, lots of sex / orgy / incest, boobage and hot men with eyes that can melt yr heart and make you cry in anguish over the severe lack of such hot men in our home country.  How can a show be not successful with this superb formula!?

And i caught Pirates of the Carribean over the weekend with JY. Ah Johnny Depp, you are as fabulous as ever. I didn't know what the story was gg to be about so I was like waiting for Orlando Bloom and waiting and waiting and waiting and the movie ended. -_-|| And I concur with my sister that Orland Bloom looks the best as the blonde hair elf in LOTR. He should srsly consider growing his hair long, dying it blonde and sticking on elf-ish ears. That is true hotness. (and of course his mode of transport HAS to be a horse. He would look ridiculous in a car, no?)

One of my fav movies of all time has to be Romeo and Juliet (Leo Dicap and Clare Danes).

Does anyone remember the scene where they were looking at each other through the fish tank glass? It was so incredibly romantic. 

And my fav Yoga instructor is leaving! How could he abandon us!! What is gg to happen to my Sat Yoga workouts! All the other instructors are pretty bad :( :( :(