someone pls blast my brains out

I AM SO BORED I THINK I NEED TO FIND A GUN ASAP.

why is there not a single soul that is remotely interesting. kns. pretty pictures cause guns are illegal here. johnny depp n kate moss look perfect together.

当

当你对一个女人说你爱她的时候，她就是你的责任。你就有这个责任保护她，不要让她受伤害。

it is as simple as a click

Online shopping is my latest obsession. EVERYTHING IS SO PWETTY ON TAOBAO. FML. i cannot wait for the clothes to come. Just some of my loots ...

Cute to the max! The Japanese style of dressing is my current favourite style. Ribbons, frills, lace, long skirts = MAD LOVE. I could spend hours scouring the TB website for the best deals.  Good for the soul but bad for the bank account.

Im still as awkward as ever when it comes to the opposite sex. WHY WHY WHY. I need a guide on how to be less awkward/stoned-face/painfully quiet and more funny/sociable/likeable. Sometimes i wish i was a lesbian because girls are just waaaaay easier to talk to.  And they laugh at all my jokes. sigh sigh sigh.

To win or not to win

很多时候我们以为自己赢了，但在盲目地想赢的过程中失去了更多。到头来，真正输的惨败涂地的是自己。可能理智地去选择不打这个仗，选择去保护自己最重要的东西才是最大的赢家。

Busy bee

Bdae celebration. Haircut. Dental. Facial. Im on the roll yeeha!

Now i just need to haul my lazy ass to Popular and get myself a spanking new set of colour pencils. The last attempt on painting has been a mini blow because omg it is mad fugly. I envy ppl who have artistic talent. Who can paint gorgeous skies and mindblowing landscape. Mine just looks like a kid with not much talent. I think i was pawned by paint brushes. Need to gain back my confidence. So lets not go all Da Vinci and stick to the pretty colour pencils instead.

And damn im excited to meet up with the girls. Cannot love them enough.

Thks but no thks

Im feeling slightly annoyed. Maybe im overanalysing but still. Thks but no thks. Sometimes it is better to live a lie than face the truth.

The restlessness is building up and weighing me down. I need an injection of excitemt. Im seeing so much grey now. Come on rainbows, time to come out and play.

Trapped in a bloody jam and im hungry. Fucking cranky. Pffft.

Bangs or not

Bangs or to grow out the fringe n centre part? I really love the centre parting look but my itchy fingers cannot help but reach for the scissors n start snipping away.

alexa chung is... alexa chung. she will look good in a potato sack for gods sake. the texture of my hair may not be suitable for the slightly edgier look.

katie holmes looks super adorable here. considering getting similar bangs to hers.. so much for wanting to shed the cute image for something cooler.

The other

The other day, my colleague asked if i would cheat with my broinlaw n i was like WHAAAT?!?! Why would they ask that, i asked n turned out it was this taiwanese drama serial tt was airing on the local tv station. Out of curiosity, i watched a couple of episodes n it turned out surprisingly addictive although tw actors tend to overact. Currently at ep7.

Well if my broinlaw looked like the male lead then my response will probably be different. Kidding! Cheating is wrong amd w the broinlaw is just eeeeeeecccckkk (maybe cuz my mind has images of my own broinlaw. Not the hot male lead.Eeeeeeeeeeeecccccckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk!).


Eeeeeeeecccckkkkkk!

because

we get angry, we scream, we cry, we throw tantrums. because we care. start worrying the day when we stop all these. because that is the day when we stop caring.

Hello long weekend

Finally the weekends are here! Although there is quite abit of work waiting for me on monday plus the fact i spilled tea over my work documents, i shall enjoy my precious weekends as much as i can.

Gg home at eight is not funny at all. Why do ppl nvr get straight to e point? Stop sidetracking and voila we are done in half hr max. Many thoughts abt work tt i cant really share. At the end of e day, nothing is fair. Humans are biased. What to do? U suck it up or u leave.

And new revelations! Srsly fuck it and just enjoy the small things in life. Amen.

Blogging on e go is pretty fun. This shall be my new hobby.

Reject x embrace

Reject: negativity, loneliness, fatty food, ugly clothes, tears, naivety, dreams, ignorance
Embrace: independance, strength, knowledge, sleep, girlfriends, power, smiles, pretty shoes

Lets see where this will take me.

the simplest thing

the greater the expectations the greater the disappointment.

the fear of disappointment has made me learn to not expect anything from anyone. expect the minimal and face the least disappointment. anything extra will be a bonus.

yet i cannot help myself. i have tried; tried very hard to not feel, to force myself not to feel that little skip of heartbeat; that tiniest curl of the mouth. how the heart lifts at the simplest thing. it is funny how the smallest thing can make me feel like the happiest person and yet can be so cruel to crush the same happiness.

maybe indifference could be the ultimate key to happiness.