inertia x laos

There was a lot of reluctance to embark on the editing of the Laos photos. I felt that the photos were not good enough and there wasn't any particular photo which made me went "damn that was good". I didn't want to sieve through the photos to realise that omg they are all crap. And I wasn't even done with the Turkey pictures yet. But now with Japan photos coming up; I knew it was time i did something abt it. And surprise surprise i actually liked quite a few photos and some weren't even taken by me. Okay fine those weren't taken by me were pictures of myself and normally i hate having my photo taken because I am extremely anal abt the angles and stuff like that. Not that I proclaim to be a professional. in fact i am bloody far away from that. I dont even see myself as a photographer but just a normal person who enjoys taking photos and dabbling in some basic editing. But if the subject is gg to be me, i feel that i have the right to put my foot down and say no unless it is a touristy shot. and i look like shit in 99% of candid shots. The photos taken this time round was different. I deleted tons of photos and kept some that I would have deleted in the past. The way the photos were taken was slightly different from the past. I was trying to break away from the convention and wanted to take photos that had a slightly raw feel to it. Anyway, so far so good and here are some of my favs.

rollercoaster

tmr i will be flying off to Tokyo for a week. One week of sushi ramen tonkatsu omurice crazy fashion makeup. So much photo opportunities, i miss snapping photos with my Canon. on the depressing side, i think i may never meet the love of my life. settling for the next best thing is just plain depressing.

wtf!

omg i just realised that i messed up the flight timing. Kept thinking i was leaving at night and arriving at Tokyo in the morning. And then i took another look at the flight details. 6am and 6pm. Realised im arriving one day earlier which means no accommodation no bff NOTHING. omg. wtf man. major panicked and whatsapp-ed / msg-ed the bff for help. please please please let her have connection soon. Cannot believe i messed up something like this. WTF IS WRONG WITH ME. ARUGH. now i need plan b and c and d and e and f. Like what if the bff cannot reach one day earlier. Which means i have to look for accommodation somewhere and sleep alone for a night. Which freaks me out because i have never slept in a room all by myself abroad before. Walking around alone is fine but sleeping all by myself if not!!! And what if i get lost and then kidnapped and then raped and killed. My mind is whirling. I want to smack myself. I want to scream. ************************* Major inner freakout session over and now I must calm down and resolve this whole damn thing. xhc you can do it. you can do it. YOU CAN DO IT. big deal one day right? Nah more like half a day. Now pls reply me. OMG.

其实很简单

今天在回家的路上看到捧着花和娃娃的女孩。她对着手机在微笑。我猜应该是受到了甜蜜的简讯而不禁意地笑了起来。在那当下，她看起来好幸福；好幸福。